What are you wasting your time for? Not one second of your life is promised..not to wait until things calm down, or the perfect timing. .But waiting will cause doubt, and a missed opportunity. Tell him/her you love,adore and appreciate them when you are looking in their eyes, or holding them..sincerities of this multitude are priceless and can’t be bought or by giving material objects..

When’s the last time you stepped out of your own hell and gave your attention to someone else?  Things may be busy, chaotic, and you don’t even know how you’re going to make it. .but when are you going to MOVE aside and give something if not all to GOD? Being available to someone else’s issues takes not only your mind off of yours, but it allows God the time to work on yours. I didn’t say let their issues become your problem, I suggest just being available to someone and something other then yourself!  MOVE!!!!

The lonely nights where dreams of him choosing us against the world seemed silly and naive of me now. I had fairy tale dreams in a world that left me accepting mediocrity and half truths. Laying here praying that I had the courage to be the opposite of Lot’s wife and run away from this hell and never look back…..tbc