I see and hear you and yes with great prayers my friends I asked God to put in my heart what can I tell her/him that can give a little hope. Let’s just say we all have our moments and I can relate to almost everyone of the issues that we have spoken about. No this is not just for you, trust me when I say, you aren’t the only person going through this but I just want you to know I am still praying for all of our breakthroughs or EUREKA moments to come in. Much Love from me to you…

Just when you thought, “I can’t take anymore, this is the last straw!” There is a breaking point indeed but you can’t give up. There is so much more life ahead and your purpose in life wasn’t to be born, fail and then die! It’s so much love out there for you that the hurt you feel now is temporary. Yes, I know at this point you can’t remember the last time you were happy, but that’s how the enemy wants your mind to be. Just remembering all the times that you failed, all the times you were used, abused and discarded when you served your purpose for people you so deeply cared for and loved. JUST DON’T DIE! I had been reading and listening to Joyce Meyers, T.D. JAKES along with praying and reading my Bible faithfully when it dawned on me that sometimes we have to LET GO, ACCEPT SOME OF THE BLAME, AND PREPARE. My dear friends, let go of the hurt.So we’ve made the mistakes, been hurt and may have incurred some scaring from the people we hold most dear. Let that go and stop rehearsing and reciting to others on what happened, how it made you feel and even how you plan to react! YOU are keeping this pain in your mind, your heart and your soul…how can you expect to heal when you keep picking at the scar? Accept your part of the blame! I don’t care if you say that “you were used, they treated you a certain way, and all you tried to do was be there for them to prove your love.” If it wasn’t received by them how you wanted and you didn’t get the response or the returned love, WHY ARE YOU CRYING EVERY NIGHT? WHY ARE YOU POINTING THE FINGERS JUST AT THEM? There was a point in that friendship,relationship,and even if it was at a position at the job you didn’t receive that you knew it may not happen the way you want it to go. Accept that maybe you are placing your hopes and dreams in something that wasn’t at this time for you, accept the outcome! Don’t go and call your friends and complain on how much you put into this, what you did to make it better and how you won’t love again or try to reach that position you really deserve. Your destination may have not been with them or at that position! WE GET SO UPSET ON OUR FAILED PLANS THAT WE NEVER THOUGHT MAYBE IT WASN’T GOD’S PLAN FOR US. PREPARE!!!! Oh you have been going through pure hell fighting yourself, your emotions, and trying so hard to keep faith when every road you’ve taken is blocked. When you’re at your most weakest point, when you least expect it, that’s when you’ll be released and you’ll see and feel the fruits of your labor give birth to more than what you’ve ever hoped for. That’s when your struggles will be forgotten and you’ll wonder what it was that kept you from this wondrous place in your life. JUST DON’T DIE. DON’T GIVE UP. KEEP YOUR HEAD UP LOOKING FORWARD AND DON’T LOOK BACK AT WHAT COULD,SHOULD OR WOULD HAVE BEEN! It didn’t happen, and YOU SHOULD BE HAPPY THAT YOU REALLY COULDN’T MAKE IT HAPPEN..YOU’LL BE BLESSED WITH THAT SOMEONE THAT IS A BLESSING TO YOU AND YOU FOR THEM. THAT POSITION YOU WANTED, YOU’LL BE OVER…JUST HOLD ON AND DON’T DIE..