Tears wouldn’t fall,and I was appalled

Standing in disbelief of the grief my heart felt.

Though the timing seemed right, because it was a contrast to last night…As he held me close, and whispered, “I miss you. ”

Thought I had a plan,  in my mind after lunch I would be more than his friend.  So why did I stand alone?

Confusion plagued me as I sat in my car, 10 minutes, 20 minutes. .he had gone to far..

I wanted to cry out, scream at his impatience…

but my soul is tired as i could hear my concise say “no don’t give in let him go, you’ve done nothing wrong this time but now you know.  ”

So why was I still standing alone?

The sacrifice to be here, the urgency to give him what he had been asking for. .

all laid in the trunk of my car and my heart had grown tired of being ignored..

So why am I still standing alone?

I’m not.

I picked up my pride,  got into my ride and finished the chapter of an untold story.

~LM

**sometimes we choose to fight for someone or something we never had a chance of winning. ..